So I graduated from college, now what am I doing?

We've all had moments of accomplishment — graduations, championships, talent shows, awards banquets, job offers, etc. These moments are highly sought after because they represent achievement. They signify that we have dedicated the hours of study, practice, and preparation required for big moments of public recognition. Accomplishments should be celebrated, after all.

But when I was entering my senior year of college, preparing to graduate from the University of Wisconsin-Madison, I didn't feel as proud of my accomplishment as I maybe should have. Don't get me wrong, I worked hard in college. I double majored, made the Dean's list, got involved in student organizations, started a band, worked a job, and paid off my debts. I even scored a cozy-looking job offer from a great company in downtown Chicago. I had gotten what I signed up for: a great education, an amazing time with my friends, and a career-launching job offer.

My siblings Grayson and Bryn with me on graduation day!

So what was missing? Why wasn't I ecstatic to be graduating this year?

I think there is a common feeling of disillusionment among college graduates. Many of us are sad to be leaving our best friends. Drew picks up a job in Texas, Tommy leaves for medical school in Pennsylvania, Lily gets engaged to a boy in San Francisco, etc.

I imagine many of us are scared of the career we have chosen. Maybe I should have been an economics teacher. Does my field really impact the world in a positive way? Should I have focused on my love for music?

Perhaps some of us are afraid that soon we will become just like our parents, working 9 to 5 jobs, starting a family, and getting locked into a career that just gets us by. Maybe we'll take a vacation with the kids when they get older for spring break, if we've saved enough money by then.

I think my disillusionment stemmed from these things and many more weaving their way around my brain, which always seems to be thinking at least five years ahead. I began to wonder, is there another path?

I had heard about gap years before. Some friends of mine took time off before college, and some took time off after. Maybe this was the solution for me — I had never studied abroad while in college, and I have yet to see so many beautiful places right here at home in the United States. Maybe I just needed to travel.

So I started doing some research. It wasn't very intentional, but every week or so I would find myself googling "cool gap year ideas."

Then, something happened that solidified my decision. I was in China for two weeks for an internship. During the workday, I was running excel spreadsheets and cracking jokes when I felt my coworkers needed a boost from their jet lag. But my favorite part was at night when we would explore the downtowns of beautiful Chinese cities.

Over and over again, we would run into Chinese people who would ask us where we were from (white, tall Americans tend to stand out among the locals). When we told them that we were Americans, they would get very excited and tell us all about the places they'd traveled to in America. "We loved the Grand Canyon when we visited. And Yellowstone was truly incredible. And we were so happy to see Glacier before the ice melts!"

How had these people, who live as far away from the United States as possible, seen more of my home country than me? That was it. I was taking a gap year to see my own country, and nobody could stop me.

Jacob and I in front of The Bund in Shanghai, China.

Now, just because I had made my decision didn't mean I had all my ducks in a row. I didn't have much money. I didn't have a car and I hadn't told anybody about my gap year dream. I still had to finish classes, go to work, and visit my favorite bars on the weekends with my friends. It was a small idea settling into the back of my brain, nowhere near the forefront of my day-to-day activities. But soon, that idea festered and grew into something I knew I had to focus on.

The research became more intense and I told my family that I was considering turning down the job offer. Luckily for me, my family showed me their full support. I told them that I had decided that a road trip around the United States was the optimal gap year option for me. They bought me a book about "van life" to help get me started on choosing a vehicle.

While doing research and preparing for my future "van life," I came across a self-proclaimed "van lifer" named Ian Dow. He had renovated an ambulance into a miniature RV. He was using it to travel the world. That's when I became obsessed with ambulances. There was a profile about Ian in the book my family had given me, and I looked him up online (check out his instagram here). After seeing what Ian had accomplished, both in terms of vehicle renovation and travel, I knew this was something I wanted to experience for myself.

As it turns out, ambulances are great vehicles for road trips. They are well-maintained, they normally don't have too many miles on them, they have valuable electronic capabilities built-in, and the after-market demand is low, which helps drive the price down (shout out to my economics professors for teaching me that one!). The only true downfall is that the fuel mileage is less than ideal.

Me and the ambulance soon after I bought it!

So I looked into how to purchase an ambulance. The best deals were found on Craigslist, so my stepdad and I called a few owners who were trying to sell and we visited the best options for me. Eventually we whittled it down to a 1988 Ford E350 Econoline Series XL Diesel with about

144,000 miles on it.

My engineering friends helped me plan for the renovation with this design software (SketchUp).

The interior had been mostly stripped down by a previous owner, who used it to help transport dogs for her dog-sitting business. That meant it was primed and ready for us to remodel without much teardown required.

Luckily for me, I have some amazing friends with some amazing skills. They were willing to guide me through the renovation process. Trained electricians, construction managers, engineers, and even a few pharmacists found ways to help me. Those first few weeks in the partially renovated ambulance were full of exhaustion and learning. Step by step, the 1988 emergency automobile started to feel like home. We even started calling it by its nickname, "Ambo."

My friend Derek who works in construction helping me put in the new flooring.

My college roommate, John, helped me build my bed!

There were many other helpers along the way, including: my girlfriend who helped find an affordable, easy-to-install closet; my stepdad who let me use all of his power tools; my mother who helped remove the "emergency decals" on the exterior of the ambulance; an artist who designed the replacement exterior decals; my grandma who donated her camping stove, and many others who helped me with other details of the project.

My half-built couch, a few weeks into the renovation process!

So great, now you are caught up on my adventure. I have bought and built a modified RV. However, I don't have the funds to go on a very long trip. Diesel fuel can get expensive, especially in a gas-guzzler like an ambulance. I need to regularly buy food, propane, water, campsite passes, and other miscellaneous items. How am I going to come up with the money to make my trip last a whole year?

The night I learned to NEVER let a diesel engine run out of fuel... Here's me getting towed because I made that mistake.

I started doing more research on how other "van lifers" do it. Many rely on their websites (usually travel blogs) to help drive revenue by getting clicks and sharing affiliate marketing links. Others run side businesses like clothing brands online. It got me thinking — what could I sell while I was on the road?

Music has always been a big part of my life. I have been writing songs ever since I began learning the piano in 2nd grade. I've always felt that I am good at music, but not great. It's a useful talent to pull out of my hat at parties, as well as great therapy for me when I need to be alone. Maybe I could sell my music to help pay for this trip, but how?

Me first picking up the guitar as a toddler. Not much has changed!

Today's music world is outrageously competitive. To write and produce quality music that sticks out and resonates with people is a challenge few can execute effectively. So my music would have to be different from everybody else's if it had any chance at commercial success.

Another foreseeable problem will be staying social during the trip. Without my family or friends by my side every day, I will be very lonely. To keep my sanity, I will have to find a way to connect with people.

So, I've come up with a strategy I think will satisfy my social needs while adding a twist just interesting enough to make my travel blog, and my music, stand out from the rest.

Me performing a gig in Milwaukee at the Peanut Butter Jeli Deli. Delicious!

Are you ready for the big plan?

Every week, I will travel to a new town, and try to land an acoustic gig at a local bar or coffee shop. If you know any business owners who are looking for this sort of live entertainment, please share my page and get in contact with me!

During my performance, I will have a sign posted next to me that invites listeners to have a conversation with me after the show. In return for their time, I will potentially write a song about them — either from their perspective, or about a story they've told me.

I will release the song on my website through a YouTube video on Fridays. Within that video, I will share a link to a blog post that includes lyrics and explanations about the song and the story behind it. The blog will be permanently available on my blog page called "Humans&Harmonies."

My hope is that every week, my followers can keep up with where I am, meet the people I am meeting, and enjoy the music I have created. Who knows? Maybe people will love the stories I tell. Maybe it will be the boost you need to get through the weekend. Maybe it will be that one email in your inbox that you don't immediately delete because you actually enjoy the content. Then again, maybe it won't. But at least I will be able to say that I tried!

Despite my best efforts, the chances that the revenue from a weekly blog will be enough to support my trip for a full year are very slim. That's why I have created "support plans." These plans are an easy way for people to support this trip financially. If you find yourself regularly engaging in my content and being inspired by this adventure, these plans are for you. Or, if you just want to help a brotha fulfill a dream, these are for you too. You can check them out by clicking this link.

Any donation would really help, and any funds remaining after the trip will be donated to the most common mentioned favorite causes. And if donating isn't your thing, simply reading and SHARING my blogs and music will do wonders for the success of the trip. Or, check out my merchandise store (coming soon!) and get yourself some cool(ey) stuff.

Before I take off on this adventure, I think it is important for me to recognize just how privileged I am to even think about going on a journey like this. Without my network of supporters — the family, friends, and fans who have given me access to the resources I needed to make this happen — I wouldn't ever get the chance to fulfill this dream of mine.

It is with an inspired heart that I thank all of you for your support! Please read my blog and listen to my music!

Check out my first blog post HERE.

P.S. I also have a fully produced album entitled "Memory Box." This album is not related to the trip, but it is available for download on my website and streamable on Spotify, iTunes, Amazon Music, Google Play, and more. Buying and listening to this album is another great way to support me! Check out info HERE.

Me performing with a full head of hair at Memorial Union Terrace at UW-Madison!

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